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The french controle is over. Yeah finally over. Thank heavens i can FINALLY get my breathing space. 10 days left to the June hols, and that would be the start of my ProjR. Haha mega mugging. No space for marks lost due to insufficient studying. Bleah i know i'm being dumb and paranoid but I ain't taking chances. People pardon me for i'm gonna sleep early and make my time useful during the day. I'm losing my life but hey it's worth. My results this semester are okay but somehow i'm not happy. Yeah.
Tomorrow is Founder's Day. I'm in for a longggg day at school. And I have to be in blazer + long pants + belt + leather shoes. Sometimes i hate being so formal. Sometimes i find it very cool. Ah whatever. Just gonna take it easy tomorrow.
Heheh. I've been doing some thinking. Yeah now that's a surprise since I barely even have time to sleep. But hey i thought of stuff anyway. LoL. Now i wonder. Sometimes i feel studies are meant to steer us away from how we would live. Look at the common student, RI or non-RI, just an average student who doesn't like to study much and would want to strengthen ties with everyone else. Now look at the perfectionist. RI or non-RI, just a perfectionist who aims for perfection is the educational aspect, and does not give a heck about others. Well I think i'm abit of both leh. heheh sounds weird. Now, this moment after the CTs, i feel like doing many things i have not been able to do during the exam period. I wanna lan, i wanna blog, i wanna train, i wanna get out there and be spontaneous. I wanna expand my friendster list, i wanna upgrade my blog template. But yet i feel guilty. Argh. Guilt from the unexpected CT results. Freak. Then again after feelin guilty i wanna mug. Yeah mug. Mug long hours on end without giving a heck about myself or others. Nothing seems more important than my results. So i'm kinda in one big dilemma fretting about which path i should take. It wouldn't be too good if i continue hanging in between both. Or maybe i should. LoL. I'm gonna leave this to future posts...
Le monde n'a pas finit jusque je dit c'est vrai. The world ain't over till i say it is. Did i get my french correct? Ohman it's getting rusty. =P
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