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Heh. I was still kinda in a big dream when I woke up in the morning, but I shook it off anyway. More or less I've tided over it. Then I realised how big this world was and how fast it was moving. I've certainly slowed down a lot. Okay it sounds stupid. Don't read further if you don't want to.
Well then, from now on I will never look at inferiority the same way EVER EVER again. It makes us feel bad, feel loser, feel failing and lacking yes. But in a way it's brings on a totally new challenge. Inferiority is not a gauge of how lacking I am, but it's a target for ME to hit.
I'm now looking at exactly all my inferior areas. That's just about everything. Not just academically, but in every single aspect of life. We are all inferior to one another in the simplest ways, and I know that. Even if I do become the greatest person one ever knows I'll still be inferior to someone. And it's just like a neverending cycle. I will achieve my targets but I won't accomplish my quest for superiority and I never will.
And SO by slowly achieving my targets, I'll become my own god. =)
There is no coincidence, only necessity. Thanks Ben Lau.
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