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Today I did this funky CLE worksheet. Well before I did this worksheet I didn't really consider my possible careers, until now. I've really been self-inspired, during the time which I did the worksheet.
I listed 4 possible occupations. Designer/Artist, Psychiatrist/Counsellor, Biomechanist and Racer hahaha. Well while the racer thought is nothing but a fantasy wish, I really want to be a designer. Through these years of my life, these 11 years (I started drawing since the funky age of 3 haha), my love for art and design grew. And now doodling is an everyday affair. My works are all kept nicely for future sweet memories XD. It has become a life inspiration to a true aspiration, and I'm happy for myself.
Being in a world of art and design allows me to break free from a society with countless boundaries which limit us to the bare ends of our imagination. They've drained us dry, instead soaking our minds with logic and monotony. Having a pure right as a designer breaks me away from everything, lets me start anew, exploring this wonderful world with new eyes. I want to express myself fresh, and touch lives with what I create. It's all in the soul.
These few days have been quite a wreck. From monday onwards I've really geared up into mug mode and I've left my enjoyment for the holidays. Things are picking up, though I'm still getting crumbled by the past few tests (obviously the results were rather horrible.) Well I really'broke down after a maths test on monday morning, and it really jolted me to study, to my relief, at an immense rate. I'm quite happy with the way I'm going, but now I'm in quite a dangerous spot.
With the end of secondary 2 comes the choices for subject combi. Right now I've received word from many that it takes a GPA of 3.6 and above to be able to take the mainstream maximum of 10 subjects. Well basically for us, 10 subjects is indeed a reachable target, but now I find myself in a quite dangerous position to be. My GPA for last semester was directly on 3.6. If all goes well, 10 subs will be possible for me. However, things went pretty smoothly for semester one. This semester, (well, if you've been reading my blog,) I've gone through a huge rollercoaster, emotions going upside down, well yes, failing and screwing up a lot of tests along the way. I shall forget about what happened last term; if not I'll just continue to torment myself and not work hard for the final year exams. But the thing is, unless I work hard for EOYs, I won't retain my 3.6. That means my hopes of a trip sci, hist, french subject combi will be dashed.
Ah well, that's the big thing I have to hit now. No other plans.
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