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It's getting noisier and noisier in class. Blegh I'm getting irritated by some people. Dumb Matthew's going around holding onto peoples' arms and legs and there's this impulse to just thrust my leg into his face when he grabs it. Now I'm slowly writing on a little piece of foolscap. Lesson starts in a minute's time. Okay it has started. xD
I simply loveee guitar and voice solos. They're just so inspiring, breaking the solid metallized shells of our hearts, moulded by our blindness to reality. I mean, look at ourselves. We just seem SO blind sometimes don't we? Ask ourselves for instance, what on earth do we actually study for? Our future? Our happiness? For someone else? BAH. As so theoretical as these cliched reasons seem, they are not actually true at all; they are not the case. I'm not sure about students in upper sec and I do not care, but for now the blatant fact is that we study just for the fact of the existence of exams and grades. Is studying an end in exams itself? I daresay yes. It has been a topic of thought and talk but still, we're all studying for a blind purpose.
Well if everyone grows up to set test papers or to do tests all one's life, then it's not so bad. But however, this is not the case in reality. We don't live for tests. We live for life; even if we want to mug, there's a right purpose to do so. The main point is under everyone's nose and we all don't realise it lol. If we bore the right purpose in mind from the start, we would be strong enough not to lose our faith and motivation. Haha never mind just crapping after a tiring day.
Blog laggage totally. Sorry everyone, but don't worry I'm alive and well and I'm just mainly concentrating on my work. Common tests in a fortnight's time! Tata.
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