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Acceptance is playing games with me.
I'm harping on and on about it cos it's not being there all the time and I want it to come. Rah oh anyway for training I couldn't have felt more drained in my life before it started and when it actually started the sun and the drills drained me even more. Plus the fact that today's training was a mega 2 x 300m it didn't really feel very good. Haha.
Oh well coach always said that my starts are too fast and in the end I tire out and clock perhaps 43 seconds but when I finish I'd be exhausted. So today perhaps it was a blessing in disguise or something. I was TOO TIRED to start fast so just stride stride and by 300m I still could stride like quite havoc la so ya. First 300m set equalled pb! Second one was a second slower. Total 42, 43 seconds. Should be okay la.
I still remember last year, weeks before the nationals I did 2 x 300m too and I clocked 44, 44. It was consistent haha but I totally died after that. Like collapsed and lie there and stone for eternity. Now not that bad actually! I just got all exhausted but after a while all was fine already. Haha yay. Nationals 400m is in 14 days. An exact fortnight.
And no I don't write letters to myself. And that's that.
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