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Amidst all the drive and the neverending resolve for the school and work, we now have to sit down, and study for all that's worth. And it's quite bad for I can't seem to switch modes. All I want to do now is to do all the school stuff right, make sure they're good and they're great. I don't want to sit down for the CTs and have to stand up strong again immediately after that to rush off with strong drive again, perhaps I might not even make it.
I guess this is some problem with me haha. I should get my focus changed a little. Too much towards the other end now and I'm paying for neglecting my books. In fact we all do notice we're doing so many things in a day now, and every single day seems to pass so quickly, we won't know what hit us after months, years and decades. I bet when I hit my twenties I'll look back and just faint.
We will all have to sit down and study sometime. I must. Can't be dumb and rush myself into suicide. And well, looking at it all, we're going far in some ways, we're still behind in some others. And I'm terribly so young, so young in the aspects I don't see. We have to all grow in every way. We have to.

Long row of chairs down the admin block, ready for tomorrow's RE congress booths. Haha tomorrow's my first time ushering a Guest-of-Honour, what an exciting prospect.
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