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School has been peaceful, but agonizingly boring.
I decided to be a good boy today (in unintentional but utmost support of the nation's social distancing initiatives) and returned home immediately after lessons ended, so that I'd give myself quite a bit of time to start filing up all my notes and stuff because right now they're stressing me out quite badly. It's come to the point where I suddenly think of some set of important notes that were lying around at home and I start to freak out because I have completely no inking of where they really are. I subsequently go home and start flipping around, and start yelling OMG WHERE ON EARTH IS IT I CANNOT FIND IT AT ALL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and after a few hours I give up, thinking I'll find it tomorrow. But yes wonderfully, that never really happens.
But ah yes quite amazingly, I realize I've spent a few hours on a single econs essay and now I'm sitting here wondering where in the world did all that free time go. I seriously don't like this - I just hope that school will stop piling homework on us real soon because force-feeding practice isn't really working on me! I just want my free time and my own free space.
Okay enough about studying, I didn't come here to ramble on about how fantastic prelim / A level preparations are. I think things are changing a whole lot. Over the past week so many small subtle things have happened but yet they all have a certain impact on my future. Like talking to teachers about what I'm going to study after JC, where I wish to go to (pretty interestingly I had this small debate with Ms Ng over US/UK and I found it really helpful), and wondering if I'll ever end up in the places I hope to end up in.
Plus I had an additional commandos vocational assessment the other day and it opened my eyes up to a whole new world where people can actually jump past the standing broad jump mat and do unlimited pullups. Quite crazy but yes it's a possible prospect. I'm honestly quite worried about the commandos results, really could do with a definite verdict so that I'll know what to do and where to go on from here, but oh well uncertainty's always commonplace.
I don't like this blog template anymore, it's growing off me. But I have no time to make a new one. It'll have to wait.
I still miss council!
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