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You can say that I'm kind of in a emotional rollercoaster now.
You can say that I'm being two-faced.
You can say that I just can't take it anymore.
You can say that I want to get out of this maze.
I mean it. Everything's hopping all over the place.
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FINALLY it's all ended! Okay sorry people for the immense laggage. It's finally all all over! And yay I'm enjoying every bit of my life now. WHEETS. Alright a few points to address, one by one slowly. xD
1) End of CTs.
YAYNESS WHEENESS TOTALLY WACKYNESS it's all done! CTs are ALL OVER and this is the main reason why I'm all able to blog again. It's so wonderful how students can actually break free from all this crap and start to enjoy again. OH the peace. OH the heavens. FUN FUN FUN! (:
2) Stuff and more stuff.
I'm currently on a shopping spree mood, and I'm going for stuff I've always wanted before and after the CTs. I want an iPod nano! I want a new PSP racing game! I want Jay Chou's latest album November Chopin! I want a track suit top! I want converse bags! I want Billabong boardshorts! Wheeee. It's crazy and wacky but YES IM LOVING IT.
3) J8 Foot Fetish Fest!
Ohmy it was a really fun event yesterday. Spent the entire day at J8 stoning -.- but nevertheless it was wacky and wheets! My brother won himself a $50 converse voucher in the competition. AHAH HERE COMES MY CONVERSE WINDBREAKER HAHAHAHA. xD All in all it was pretty fun yesterday, not forgetting my "splurged" haircut at jean yip hairstyling. Ah i'm splurging just for the holidays, not all the time xD
Alright I'm bored and I want to start playing/chatting/stoning! WHEE.
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Isn't there anything that can keep me alive till the end? JONLIM PUSH ON.
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I'm crashing. I really am.
There comes these all-too-familiar famous points in my life when everything seems unsatisfactory and screwed up. Trust me it ain't subjective and im not deluding myself, it's OBJECTIVE and I'm seriously on the verge of serious head-on crashing.
Wtf. CTs' a goner.
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It's one week left to the CTs. I'm horribly dying.
All's not been too well, (don't worry i just hate mugging) except for the fact that I'm enjoying every bit of time spent on designing my sneaker for the J8 Foot Fetish Fest. Yayness it's so nicee. xD
I'm sorry im blogging so little and my posts are getting (very much) shorter but yeah till the end of exams! When all is over I shall write a mega bumper post (:
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I look terrible in specs! I better maintain my eyesight. Sheeshness my face looks like a complete worm with two lens jutting out. Or maybe I look terrible enough already, so I shan't make myself look uglier. Specs away, I want my 20/20 vision! xD
I wanna be a robot till the end of the CTs. I don't want to feel a single thing. Nothing.
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It's getting noisier and noisier in class. Blegh I'm getting irritated by some people. Dumb Matthew's going around holding onto peoples' arms and legs and there's this impulse to just thrust my leg into his face when he grabs it. Now I'm slowly writing on a little piece of foolscap. Lesson starts in a minute's time. Okay it has started. xD
I simply loveee guitar and voice solos. They're just so inspiring, breaking the solid metallized shells of our hearts, moulded by our blindness to reality. I mean, look at ourselves. We just seem SO blind sometimes don't we? Ask ourselves for instance, what on earth do we actually study for? Our future? Our happiness? For someone else? BAH. As so theoretical as these cliched reasons seem, they are not actually true at all; they are not the case. I'm not sure about students in upper sec and I do not care, but for now the blatant fact is that we study just for the fact of the existence of exams and grades. Is studying an end in exams itself? I daresay yes. It has been a topic of thought and talk but still, we're all studying for a blind purpose.
Well if everyone grows up to set test papers or to do tests all one's life, then it's not so bad. But however, this is not the case in reality. We don't live for tests. We live for life; even if we want to mug, there's a right purpose to do so. The main point is under everyone's nose and we all don't realise it lol. If we bore the right purpose in mind from the start, we would be strong enough not to lose our faith and motivation. Haha never mind just crapping after a tiring day.
Blog laggage totally. Sorry everyone, but don't worry I'm alive and well and I'm just mainly concentrating on my work. Common tests in a fortnight's time! Tata.
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